Magicant

Sometimes things just get a little out of hand. You feel so empty the next day, but the texts start coming in.... you found my car WHERE?! Wait, why do I owe you an apology - who are you? But it hurts to think. Then you look at what you posted on YouTube, and it's like, wha?... So you don't remove it, as a reminder to yourself not to repeat the same mistakes, as if THAT ever works. I have a neighbor who argues with my heater. They communicate in knocking noises. The heater always starts it. I rent, and I'm pretty sure the neighbor figured out it's the heater, so there isn't much I care to do about it. But every time I'm worried I might be going insane, I just talk to one of my friends and family bundle, and then I usually realize I'm still at least somewhat more aware of external stimuli as they are, so that's the main thing that keeps me talking to people. I was blowing dandelion seeds, and my friend asked what I wished for. I said I wished my neighbors' lawns had as many weeds as mine! It's important to have realistic dreams.