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i was hurt by bullies who i trusted -among them were doctors, nurses, priests, politicians, family, "friends" ... i had good intent, and kind of sometimes expected that it was a trap, but i went in the direction anyway, because that is where the people i trusted told me to go. It ruined most of my life to trust. So eventually i gave up on making music & composition to bring peace and strength, even decided to no longer go by this name that ppl attacked (meaning "he gave") - it's difficult to forget.
After a false accusation in 2012 that Police took as true, and then torture at a psychiatric ward (forced meds were bad for fertility), i am tired. After giving up on music, i want to plant forests of Fruit Trees so the food can be free and so that we can ignore evil tyrants - "Don't put your trust in human leaders".
All those who i became in Love with rejected me, so i gave up hoping to Marry or produce any Descendant, or to justify either - if they treated everyone like this, there would no longer be humans, sadly.
i 🩷🕊️ - They are among my Dearest Friends.
My doctor said that politicians are the most evil, and i had struggled to decide earlier.
Though i hoped to no longer be in this world anymore, it was made difficult for me, so i pray to God sometimes because i hope often simply to die without killing myself or manipulating people to kill me, like politicians do in wars - they preach against the Holy Commandments, and therefore they are antisemites who preach satanism.
After a false accusation in 2012 that Police took as true, and then torture at a psychiatric ward (forced meds were bad for fertility), i am tired. After giving up on music, i want to plant forests of Fruit Trees so the food can be free and so that we can ignore evil tyrants - "Don't put your trust in human leaders".
All those who i became in Love with rejected me, so i gave up hoping to Marry or produce any Descendant, or to justify either - if they treated everyone like this, there would no longer be humans, sadly.
i 🩷🕊️ - They are among my Dearest Friends.
My doctor said that politicians are the most evil, and i had struggled to decide earlier.
Though i hoped to no longer be in this world anymore, it was made difficult for me, so i pray to God sometimes because i hope often simply to die without killing myself or manipulating people to kill me, like politicians do in wars - they preach against the Holy Commandments, and therefore they are antisemites who preach satanism.