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Awaken I Am

Data updated on 2025-06-29 19:13:41 UTC
Tragedy.

As their first US tour came to a close in March of 2018, tragedy struck AWAKEN I AM on their home soil in Brisbane, Australia. On the morning of May 15, guitarist Connor Verner-Oakley’s 22-year-old life was cut short by the hands of an intentional reckless driver, whose unsuccessful attempt took the wrong life. While in the US, the band was able to cut “Dissolution,” sadly the final recording starring Oakley (released April 30, 2018).

Following the accident, the remaining members of AWAKEN I AM dove straight into the writing/recording process with producer Taylor Larson (The Word Alive, Asking Alexandria). Apart from two songs written before his passing, all the titles entirely focus as a tribute to Oakley. Some directed towards their fallen brother, others at the responsible party - those songs from those sessions proved to be both cathartic and inspiring. Drummer Luke McKenzie divulges, “’Dissolution’ was the last track we had the privilege of recording with Connor, he was so proud of it. We shared the same dream with him and we hope to make him proud by keeping that dream alive with The Beauty In Tragedy.”

Beauty.

On the EP’s title, McKenzie adds, “Through all of the pain our goal was to take a completely tragic situation and make something beautiful from it which brought about the name The Beauty In Tragedy. Recording this album was a chance to be sad, angry, confused and try to find a way to come to terms with the grief the best we can through music.”

Total plays

85.2 million
Updated on 2025-06-29

Country

Australia

Monthly listeners

630,974

Followers

76,288

Top Cities

  1. Australia
    9,623 listeners
  2. Australia
    9,229 listeners
  3. United States
    7,906 listeners
  4. Australia
    8,987 listeners
  5. United States
    7,187 listeners

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Wolves
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Afterlife
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445,420 3:03 2025-05-30
The Chase
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424,829 3:42 2017-09-29
Vacant
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380,919 3:42 2025-04-25
Distant, Distance
Distant, Distance
354,554 3:27 2017-09-29
Naïve
Naïve
348,014 3:11 2017-09-29
Hindsight
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302,727 3:59 2017-09-29
The Onlooker
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Exposure
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Landslide
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Be Still
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Vices
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Shields
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Safe Haven
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Chapters
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Channeling
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Walk Alone
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Capture
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Humble, Not Humbled
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Time Is Not an Option
Time Is Not an Option
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Prelude
Prelude
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Intermission
Intermission
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Somebody Else
Somebody Else
23,431 3:07 2025-06-27
Take Me Under
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